The Coin Of Desire

Someone said the other day that you have to get off your arse, follow your desires and live – or you’re just existing. The thought struck me that sitting still, not being subject to your desires and just existing is actually better. The Buddha said that suffering is borne from desire. When you get to appreciate that desire is the survival mechanism of the body and actually doesn’t belong to you, you can see it objectively instead of being subject to it. Desire is a thirst that can never be fully quenched, it will always want more or go from … Continue reading The Coin Of Desire

Get Real

Doesn’t matter how much you imagine it, it’s never the same as direct experience. Be it violence, cancer, enlightenment, mental health problems, amputation, or penetrating the shell to get that spontaneous freedom within your art. I feel sorry for the people that have an ‘easy life’ because without that essential hardship and paying their dues, they never get the essential insight and wisdom. So many are just travellers in life, wearing the masks and having an easy time, and it makes me wonder, WTF are they doing here? They’re like the ‘copy and paste’ internet version of humans. If you … Continue reading Get Real

Mental Health Help

Mental health. The problem is that if you haven’t experienced it yourself, you can never really understand. You can be there for someone who’s suffering, but never say I understand or try to put yourself in their place, because you can’t. Anything you can imagine, isn’t what it is. Only give advice if asked, but always caveat it with the fact that you haven’t experienced it yourself but will do whatever you can to help. Mental health is an incredibly lonely place to be and the hardest dark hole to try to climb out of. Every time you think it’s … Continue reading Mental Health Help

Why The Fluff Am I Still Here?

Why the fluff am I still here?Genocide, starvation and cruelty worldwideHumans killing millions of other humansWhat the fluff is wrong with them? Gollums sitting on incredible wealth watching others starve while the starving worship them as idolsWhat the fluff? 92 billion animals and trillions of fish tortured and killed unnecessarily each year for foodWith humans salivating over their flesh and blood like zombies in black magic ritualsHow sick is that? Torturing Mother Earth until life and the environment is unsustainableThey argue, fiddling at the edges, voting for people instead of addressing issuesThe internet has become global miscommunication and indoctrination Othering … Continue reading Why The Fluff Am I Still Here?

Chi Is Like Chewing Gum

Chi is like chewing gum.Chewing gum is hard and stiff but gets softer and can change shape the more you chew it. When I start my Tai Chi in the morning my chi is cold and stiff so I have use my mind, sensitivity and intention in slow careful movements to give it time to move around the body. It’s like an army sitting in my abdomen waiting to move, it sends out the scouts, then the army moves and finally the stragglers. As my body, mind, sensitivity and intention warm up and connect, the army eventually moves as one … Continue reading Chi Is Like Chewing Gum

Tai Chi And Shu Ha Ri

Tai Chi = Supreme UltimateShu Ha Ri = Follow, break and transcend the rules Both are philosophies that predate martial arts and are regularly applied to them. The problem is that they are usually only understood transliterally and not in the way the originators meant. Tai Chi explains the structure and balance of the universe and is expressed in the tai chi (yin/yang) symbol and is also a state of enlightenment, when internalised, its analogous to the transcendence of ‘ri’ in ‘shu ha ri’. Any traditional martial art will be layered with meditation, exercises and techniques for the student to … Continue reading Tai Chi And Shu Ha Ri

The Structure Of The Yang Cheng Fu Form

The Structure Ot The Yang Cheng Fu Form. Why is the form so long?Why are some techniques repeated so many times?Why haven’t I opted to teach any of the shorter forms? The answers are a combination of what I was taught and the results of my own studies. I was taught that the range of time it should take to do the form can range from 7 to 20 minutes depending on what I was working on that day. An average day for me is around 13 minutes but it varies according to my focus. Its length is the optimum … Continue reading The Structure Of The Yang Cheng Fu Form

Do You Hate Your Body?

Do you hate your body? When you train do you take pleasure from punishing it?Do you hurt it out of annoyance?When you look in the mirror do you hate what you see?Why? Your body is the only lifelong friend you’ll ever have.If you look after it, it’ll look after you.It has its own wordless language and is always communicating with you.Before going wrong, it whispers, then talks, then shouts warnings if you able to listen.It loves movement, loves good training, healthy nutrition and repays you good feelings and joy.Why would you let anyone else make you betray that friendship? You’re … Continue reading Do You Hate Your Body?

Deeper Teaching

As a teacher you might wonder why what you’re teaching seems to go in one ear and straight out the other with students. You might keep repeating the same thing again and again, wondering why it’s not sinking in. Then occasionally a student might say “you’ve been telling me this for years, but I’ve only just realised what you’ve been trying to say.” You might be presenting it badly, and that’s certainly worth examining, but also a student can’t understand anything until they’re ready. How can we tell when a student is ‘ready’ to understand that deeper teaching? Firstly you … Continue reading Deeper Teaching

I’m A Machine…

I’m a machineProgrammed with Martial ArtsWizened with TaoismNow old and rustySome bits lostOthers replaced with second rate partsThe machine might be on its last legCateracts on the camerasAudio down 50%Limited range of movementNearly time to scrapBut put me next to younger devicesI can Bluetooth knowledgeInsight and wisdomLearned by experienceIf their Bluetooth is set to receive. The survival programming is goneNo desire to function leftWaiting for GodNo needs leftIt gets harder to communicateContract with life expiredA burden to othersCollecting dust in a cornerConstantly having to be movedAlways in the wayWhen my machine finally failsAnd goes to the scrapyardWhat happens to my … Continue reading I’m A Machine…